Stupendous.

Well I have to admit, I feel alot better then I did 6 months ago when I just tried to bottle everything up. Although I exploded in the process of venting all the frustration of the past year, the pressure is more manageable. I just wish I had alittle more self-control so the people I care about wouldn't get hit by the splash effect my outbursts have. I have begun building myself from the ground up again. Once I have some success in life I'll keep going for more.

Once I graduate with my associates that will give me a big boost in confidence,

I've started karate again, and now that I've shaken off the dust I'm sure it's only a matter of time before I start ranking up again,

In a few months I'll make specialist in the Guard, I'm looking forward to it.

I hope I can rebuild any bridges I've burned, my friends deserve who I used to be, an impenetrable fortress built on morals and guided by a golden heart, I hope I can be that person again, over the years they've helped me alot, more then I ever helped them, and my loyalty has waned lately, don't worry guys... I'm commin home.